I Am a Beautiful Mess.

somehow, in some ways, i can totally relate to this song.
this is one of my fave Mraz' songs and i am lovin' the thought of him singing this song for me. *grin*


 

i listened to this endlessly last night, when my good friend Mr. A, reminded me of our YM sing along few months back. thank you Mr. A for always believing in me beyond my complications and absurdity. you have been my far-away, wingless angel even if we don't communicate that much.

while listening, i was reminded of many things...

" i am strong but i am needy"
" i am humble but i am greedy" :(
" my style is quite selective but my mind is rather reckless"

but inspite of how extreme i become "sometimes". there are still people who tells me that...

"cause i like being submerged in your contradictions, dear"
" although you are biased i love your advice"
" there's no shame in being crazy depending how you take these"
" here we are, we're still here"
" it's a beautiful mess"
" and through timeless words and priceless pictures, we'll fly like bird not of this earth.and tides they turn and hearts disfigure, but that's no concern when we're wounded together...but it's nice today, the wait is so worth it" 

haayyyy i have to really fight the demons inside me. i have to tell myself over and over again that i am blessed abundantly beyond what my heart can contain. i have to, i have to!

and oh btw, i chose this particular video coz i love the images shown. another inspiration for the photoshoot =D

Someone visited in Singapore

my lil bro stayed with me for 2 weeks (May 15-30) while school is out. this is our promise to him last year but things didn't worked out as planned thus this year's visit . it was supposed to be a family vacation but due to some constraints, my parents' visit will be scheduled next time.

in the airplane (cebu pacific). his first overseas trip

we didn't visit the usual touristry places but instead visited theme parks, free parks :D, malls and of course walang kamatayang sentosa hehe.

inside the bus

he got bored during weekdays so have to make up by touring him around during weekends. i'm super happy, he enjoyed the extreme rides, luge and bet you, the skyride (which btw, i totally hate).


more pictures here.

now, he's back in Cebu and i'm missing him BIGTIME *sobs*

Believing in Mr. Universe

i am happy to announce that my shouts to Mr. Universe have been heard! little by little, one by one. isn't that amazing? most of these requests were like ages ago but really, they are happening now, before my very eyes.

i couldn't be any happier than this - requirements getting closed. incentives increasing. tickets booked. siblings visit. boyfriend's trip. interview schedules. good health and safety. birthday trip. more trips. and getting hitched. truly, Mr. Universe has been listening to me all along. though some were forgotten, i am still thankful of course.

and guess what? i am sending more shouts and requests to him because i believe (warning: cliche ahead) "when you really want something, the whole universe conspires so that your wish will come true". and how true is that? all i could say, "without a doubt!" i have been a witness countless times and still am a firm believer.

so Mr. Universe, brace yourself! for more closures coming, incentives doubling its amount, more tickets to book, more visits to come, no more interview schedules but job offers, of course good health and safety, off to another continent for a birthday trip, conquer Asia and dream wedding to come true. whew!

i could go on and on with my list but i don't want to overwhelm him with too much information, maglibog unya dayun mocrash, saon na lang :D